Things have always had a tendency to flux a bit with jujitsu. More often than not, you feel as though you're beginning to figure things out and you spend the next week befuddled and getting owned on the mats. As an inexperienced jujitsu fanatic, it's often a case where you'll seem to have some early success when grappling with a senior belt only to find out the next class that they were just toying with you. Letting you do decently just to keep your spirits up. The next thing you know you're tapping almost as soon as the roll begins. These days the fluctuations tend to be based on other things.
Attendance: My major conflict tends to be soccer coaching and we're in the winter season. Things means only early games on Saturdays. This week, I coached a soccer game at 7 AM and then went to jujitsu class at 10:30. I've been able to make almost all my schedule classes at the new dojo and I'm certainly getting in the reps I need. So the flux is UP in this area.
Technique: On Thursday night, I began class working on a version of the Makikomi throw that I hadn't attempted before. I had a couple decent attempts but never really mastered it. Of course, this didn't stop me from trying it during my roll with Mega Chris. Needless to say, it was a failed attempt although somewhat better than the practice versions. I also had a chance to work through aikijitsu techniques with Sensei. He had me do both right and left-handed versions. Although not extremely sharp, I actually did better than I expected. Part of this is probably because I've worked a fair amount of left-hand reps due to my primary training partner, Joelbow, having a cranky right shoulder. We also worked some ground techniques and I had a complete brain freeze on one technique. On Saturday, Joelbow and I worked through the charts with Sempai Matt watching over us. He had plenty of praise for Joelbow's efforts but mostly corrections for mine. Rightly so. My hip was aching and I was letting myself use that as an excuse but it wasn't a huge factor. I left that section of training feeling like I was total crap. So the flux is DOWN in this area.
Fighting: For the most part, I've been staying with the higher belts for my rolls. Lots of time with Sensei, Sempai Matt, Sempai Jake and Mega Chris. Generally, my efforts have been fairly good. I've definitely been doing the vast majority of the tapping but my rolls have been active and I've not been an easy mark. I'm aggressive on takedowns but often fail and end up with a disadvantage. I need to improve my technique and commitment to the throw to have them be to my advantage. Flux is generally UP.
Fitness: Some of the ukemi in the new larger dojo is making me a bit dizzy and push-ups past 50 reps are very tough with the shoulder I separated. Otherwise, I seem to be in decent shape. I've done cardio when not in class and my motor has been good. I worked on my diet and have dropped about 8 pounds since the beginning of the year. I've been trying to work on improving my flexibility but I sense that I'll never be putting my foot behind my head or doing a split. Given the weight loss and regular class attendance, I would say the flux is UP.
Health: A couple weeks ago, I thought my brown belt test was in jeopardy. I felt what I thought was a back spasm when practicing a throw with Sempai Matt. It seemed like a back muscle a couple days later and a butt muscle sooner after that. It now feels like a hip muscle. All that said, it feels like it's getting better and I have been able to get through the classes. I've been doing more stretching and have scheduled some massages between now and the test. Aside from older injuries, I feel okay. This recent injury definitely sent the flux DOWN but the ability to work through it has the flux edging back UP.
Focus: I'm definitely an ADD type. My mind is always floating around. This is useful when trying to divert my mind when Sempai Sadist is having us bang out an insane number of leg lifts but not valuable when you need to translate Japanese into precision self-defense maneuvers. I'm not sure if my focus is currently any worse than normal but it's certainly more important at the moment. This makes the lack of it more critical and apparent. The flux here is DOWN.
Learning: Part of going through the chart techniques repetitively is to build muscle memory and to improve your results. As we've gone through the charts of late, Sensei and the other instructors have refined many subtle things. Some of it is refining footwork or grips and others are breaking bad habits I've gotten into over the years. This focus on precision has the flux heading UP.
Enjoyment: Nobody laughs in class more than I do. I truly enjoy myself and enjoy laughing at even things that are painful. I sometimes feel like I shouldn't be laughing so much because it might appear that I'm not taking things seriously enough. I was also a bit concerned about the transition to the new location but I now believe it makes the whole experience more enjoyable. The space, the parking, the facilities and even the influx of new students are all positives. The flux here is UP.
Enough for the self-analysis. I better go study.
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